What a Cotard

I don't know what I'm doing and I never will
Most hate to admit it but I say it with pride
Clueless, worthless, full of shitty ideas
And shit
But it's not that bad is it
No

Just sometimes

Too many talk to me as if they know what
they're doing, but I've come to realize
they're mostly just pretending
It just comes so much easier with
Confidence like Goliath's

David wouldn't know what he was doing
if he didn't have his god
And maybe that's my biggest problem
right there
But I kinda like not knowing what I'm doing
Because it leaves the future open
Like maybe I'll die and go to heaven
Maybe I won't die at all