we all have small to large character flaws. it's just that your stupidity corrupts you of ever knowing that; this is why we argue; this is why we war.

at first you just want a friend. then you get a little older and you just want a girl.
but your shitty friends continually bring you down and insult any of your attempts at happiness.
in some cases, they even fuck up your chances with the girl you really want.

next, you realize women aren't as wonderful as you once thought they were, that they too are human and even if you somehow someway had some sort of relationship with one, all your problems would still be there, and perhaps even more considering how fucked up she may be too. so you end up hating women too.

so now you just want to be alone. but the world has beaten you and degraded you so much that you now also hate yourself. and you realize you just want to be dead; but that's not an option. so you laugh, because it feels better than crying. and you laugh at everything and never give them any satisfaction of a reaction besides laughter. and because you laugh people think you are an imbecile and find you boring and you're alone again. and finally, you realize you just want to be alone, because out of all the things and people you hate, you can still at least put up with yourself.

most of the time.

something

http://www.something.com/

still my favorite site after all these years.

Civilization

when you consider how few people want to “dive” in to anything

and just want a nice little bowtie on the surface

and now you’re told you’re the crazy one for wanting a bit of depth

maybe then you’ll realize why they all just want 

a little knot tied loosely on the surface

and then you grow up

or die young

civilization was chiseled into law by men who could not look outside the box

but it was not created by them

Going for broke

My car is broken, I have no job, and in the next two days I will have negative dollars to my name.

Any suggestions?